| ok.. so like i said.. i was going to start posting some more in here . A couple of my friends decided they wanted to too. Mybe we can get xanga back on the charts .. haha NOT .. anywho I had a crappy day , i was up at 6am and its fraking almost 2 now ... i need sleep . i have not felt good lately .. but whatever .. lol i am hopefully getting health insurance and looking for a second job . pray for me .. haha .ok so i am going to bed . il write wrtie on here manana .. night hoes loves you |
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| hi ... yeah i dont even know if any one is going to read this .. considering myspace like took over the world .. haha but yeah .. if you read this leave me a comment and let me know my life has been ok.. hard times have come and past and now i am just living my life .. its going to be a busy .. next couple of weeks .. and i dont know .. nothing is really going on with me .. mot everyone knows everything . so yeah .. i dont know what to say .. il wait to see if anyone reads this first .. lol love you all . becca kay .. |
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| everyone needs to leave
MY friends
ALONE ..
and let them live
thier fucking
lives ... partially literally .
. lol ..
. BACK
OFFF!!!!!!!!
the word is
JEALOUSY
..... deal with
it !!!
peace <3becca x0x0
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| ..... THERES TWO PEOPLE I FEEL THIS WAY .ABOUT ..
hi ... yeah \
work today was interesting .. i punched the shit out of jose .. and it felt good .. lol .. i started crying cause i dont know why ... it was just a fucked up day .. i sat there and hade my boss telling me she just wishes she could have sat in the corner all day and cried so . yeah ... pretty bad ... i dont know .. life is confusing me .. i have this major problem .. were i cant trust anyone .. and it is getting annoying ... but i cant stop it ... it kills me .. when i cant say to the person who i talk to about everything .. evey night on the phone that i trust ,.. him .. it hurts so fucking bad .. i dont know .. me . my friends and family are going through so much right now . i just wanna crawl in a whole .. and i wont except any one to come find me .. cause i just dont think any one truly gives a fuck about me.. but whatevr .. i am trying to stay positive and work through all this .. on my own for the most .. part .. thank you to eveyone .. who has helped me .. mostly kim and jose and chrissy .. even though i am a bitch and dont ever call her .. i love you to death you mean the fucking world to me !!!!! and also .. george . he cheers me up alot .. and i have been glad to have him as some one i can talk to .. well i am outty for now .. love yas
peace .. <3 becca x0x0 |
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